It is now 2.30 am and I am still up...
Doing what you may wonder? Nothing work related that's for sure...
Enjoying the quiet of the night... have you ever noticed how noisy cars and vehicles are in the day? Compared to the night, we live in utter noisiness and loudness in the day...
Enjoying the music on the radio... no DJs, no advertisements... just music.. and very nice songs at that...
Enjoying observing my hamster... just disengaged his exercise wheel (gets a bit noisy and disturbs my mom) so I'm watching as he entertains himself and tries to find out why the wheel doesn't run anymore...
Enjoying time for myself.. just disengaging myself from work.. from studies.. from the feelings and the rush that flood over me in the day at times...
Did you ever read Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom? Morrie mentioned something about recognising the feelings and emotions by experiencing them fully... so that when it starts approaching again, you recognise it and then can disengage yourself from it... does that make sense to you? Go read the book if you want a better description than what I just offered.. =)
I like the nights.. especially when I am not yet so tired to be able to think and reflect and reminisce on some stuff...
but somethings... can't help but wonder if it will be even more enjoyable if there was someone to share this moment with... hahhaha
ponder ponder...
