Thursday, May 10, 2007

Random Reflections...

Now that the school stuff is over... can take some time out to think about stuff...

so I thought hey why not reflect abit about the 0607 term so far... so what have I done/experienced since being elected in Jan 2006?


  • Travelled to my first European country, the Netherlands, on my own for IPM

  • Saw snow and hail for the first time there

  • Felt lost, confused, in awe, excited and happy in the same time

  • Learnt what it meant to be myself, to walk out of shadows

  • Connected with amazing people across 2 weeks, people who have left an impression for the rest of my life

  • "Bridged" ties with a neighbouring country

  • Did AIESEC every weekend for 1.5 months in transition and planning with currents and elects team

  • Bonded with a great team, one that I love and perhaps should have told them so more

  • Ran sessions on AIESEC 2010, Balanced Scorecard and our new planning process

  • Started my final year in university

  • Did a speech at the NTU Welcome Tea, and had applicants quote me in their application forms

  • Went through a crazy period in preparing the team for IC 2006

  • Visited Amsterdam on stopover and met up with an old friend

  • Visited Poland and had a great time experiencing the differences

  • Travelled in Warsaw and Krakow with AIESECers from Malaysia, further bridging the ties

  • Met up with more old friends at IC itself, noticed things about some people that I never noticed before

  • Lost 2 kg after the whole IC experience

  • Became part of a sisterhood (two actually if you count the AP one)

  • Planned and conducted National Induction Conference in post-IC mode and timezone

  • Juggled school work and AIESEC

  • Missed my AIESEC friends like mad, made the most effort to keep in touch

  • Felt my heart break for what a friend was going through

  • Worked with an interesting facis team for NLDS 2006

  • Had the past come back to haunt me at NLDS... felt attacked but having to be objective and move on

  • Experienced the best NLDS I ever had... most number of local and international delegates, most number of international facis... most amazing sessions and feedback... most amazing closing plenary

  • Started my final semester in university

  • Made a decision that would change my life, simply because it wasn't a common decision

  • Ran for MCP second term, full time

  • Had "painful" sit down sessions with some of the MC members... resulting in tough decisions by the team to say "sorry" and "goodbye"

  • Went through a whole lot of stress

  • Felt happiness and excitement for a friend, only to feel sad and lost at the end

  • Looked forward to Egypt, old friends and new friends

  • Visited the Pyramids of Giza and strolled along the River Nile

  • Loved my AP Family to bits, affirmed my love for Thai instand noodles, among the many other things and people I came to realise how much I love and miss

  • Felt lost at IPM 07 closing plenary... goodbye to some and see you again for others

  • Worked on pushing for exchange results, worked on ER Corporate Breakfast which was a great success

  • Felt attacked, misunderstood, totally wrecked by what someone would say.. yet having to stay devoid, emotionless and objective...

  • Poured my heart out to friends who would listen...

  • Forged a much closer friendship with someone from Thailand

  • Worried over completing the MC team

  • Had a great time catching up with Ryan, listening to his plans for the future, eating cheap and delicious Nasi Lemak after company meetings

  • Got through final exams of university... felt shitty after some and good after others...

  • Finished my thesis report, and in the process killed so many trees

  • Finished my thesis presentation, and wondered how I would fare

  • Went down to the LCs during their transition sessions, and realised how much I miss being in the LCs and how amazing and fun these new EBs are

  • Felt happy for my friends who were moving on to a next stage of their @ XP... yet felt sad knowing that they won't be that close by physically for some time

  • Felt scared and uncertain at some points about what was to come and how I was to cope

  • Felt RESPECT for a friend who had the guts to speak her mind, something that I haven't been able to bring myself to do... and that I am still pondering



and here I am today.. thinking back about all these things...

what an experience it has been...