Thursday, May 25, 2006

My Hamster


My pet hamster... I've had him for almost a month (I think)... He doesn't have a name yet... I'm tempted to call him Nemo as he lives in a fish tank (minus the water and the fish of course)

He's cute and smart... I do believe he's starting to plan how he can escape the tank... smart little fellow...

Thursday, May 18, 2006

I'm alive...

Just dropping a note to indicate my presence... =)

been busy the last month with meetings and reports and planning... would have blogged but just got kind of lazy.. don't think the people who read this would be interesting in knowing what exactly I've been up to these days... hahaha... it would have been too technical for some of you...

anyway... have been thinking a bit these days about inner strength and support.... I think every day in our lives, we come across people who really impress us, who exemplify themselves like the role model we have been looking for... and they're like role models because we see in them something that we would like to have but don't quite have yet.. interestingly enough, strength is a quality that usually stands out, be it strength physically, mentally, in terms of discipline etc

Perhaps it is because of this that sometimes we tend to forget that these role models of ours are as human as we are, that they have their fears and worries and down moments... so I think that if we really see them as role models, if they are the people we want to be like, then it would naturally mean so much to us to be able to help or "be useful" to these people...

And the best way to do so is to thank them, to show our appreciation to them for being that model in our lives, for having it in themselves to be who they are today.... So this is a tribute to all the role models out there... if they're playing that crucial role in our lives, let's find our way of playing our role in their lives....

Role modeling is a powerful thing; and so is appreciation... when there is both conscious appreciation and role modeling, only then can we build a culture of excellence and self-improvements...

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Family photo?

Just short of the 'baby' of the family! Adam is arriving in June!

Sunday, April 16, 2006

I am happy today!

I am happy today because I bought two new books:




blink by Malcolm Gladwell (http://www.gladwell.com/blink/index.html)






The World is Flat by Thomas L. Friedman (http://www.thomaslfriedman.com/worldisflat.htm)






Next on my list will be "The Tipping Point" by Malcolm Gladwell...

cheers to the wonderful books and authors in the world!

Saturday, April 15, 2006

I like the nights...

It is quite enjoyable to work late in the night or early in the morning (depending on how you see it.. some people consider it night at 2am simply because it's still dark)

but yeah it is enjoyable...

1. It's a cool temperature at night
2. It's quiet and peaceful
3. Most people are no longer on MSN to bug you
4. Most people are asleep or don't do phonecalls at such times so you get left alone
5. No DJ is on shift through the night so they play nice songs one after the other without DJs talking and with very few advertisements interupting

only problems are

1. If I get hungry, I can't cook something (cos it'll wake my mom) so there's only biscuits
2. If it rains, it gets freezing (by my standards)
3. I cant get replies to my SMSes and emails very soon when I work at such hours

You win some, You lose some...

Sunday, April 09, 2006

The Alchemist...

The Alchemist picked up a book that someone in the caravan had brought. Leafing through the pahes, he found a story about Narcissus.

The alchemist knew the legend of Narcissus, a youth who knelt daily beside a lake to contemplate his own beauty. He was so fascinated by himself that, one morning, he fell into the lake and drowned. At the spot where he fell, a flower was born, which was called the narcissus.

But this was not how the author of the book ended the story.

He said that when Narcissus died, the goddesses of the forest appeared and found the lake, which had been fresh water, transformed into a lake of salty tears.

"Why do you weep?" the goddesses asked.

"I weep for Narcissus," the lake replied.

"Ah, it is no surprise that you weep for Narcissus," they said, "for though we always pursued him in the forest, you alone could contemplate his beauty close at hand."

"But... was Narcissus beautiful?" the lake asked.

"Who better than you to know that?" the goddesses said in wonder. "After all, it was by your banks that he knelt each day to contemplate himself!"

The lake was silent for some time. Finally, it said:
"I weep for Narcissus, but I never noticed that Narcissus was beautiful. I weep because, each time he knelt beside my bank, I could see, in the depths of his eyes, my own beauty reflected."


The prologue from "The Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho, a book I have read many times and will never tire of reading again...

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Tribute to the Master

Today's picture shall be a tribute to one of the greatest martial art masters the world has ever seen...

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Photo of today

I have decided to try and post a photo everyday. It really is a refreshing break to look through all the past photos that I have taken or been in..

so here is today's post: taken in the Netherlands. Thanks to Shamnoon for being the photographer!


Saturday, April 01, 2006

When will it be?


When will be the day when the sun comes out from behind that big piece of cloud?
I know the sun is there, but for now the shadow is still overhanging...
When will it go beyond that slight sunlight peeking just over the edge of the cloud?
Someday... but when?

Friday, March 10, 2006

IPM 2006 in the Netherlands

If I were to describe all that happened, it will probably be enough to publish a book. So since pictures speak a thousand words, here are some to share!


Seeing Snow for the 1st time and enjoying it...

The official gala dinner for IPM 2006

The AIESEC Network...

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Before Chinese New Year

Since I have been absent from the blogging scene for quite a long while... more than 3 weeks to be exact... I figured I might as well do a quick update before Chinese New Year...

so yeah.. wat has happened?

Industrial Attachment
I started my 6 months attachment on 16th Jan 2006 in an engineering MNC and I am now known as a Product Design Trainee. (haha) So what I have been doing so far is to familiarise myself with ANOTHER graphics software (this is the 3rd one after ProE and SolidWorks), learning as much as I can about how a company on such a large scale functions (from design to manufacturing to sales and marketing!)

People are nice, the work is ok for now... not too challenging and much yet but I'm not really complaining about that... most important is that people there are keen and open to answering my questions, having me bug them, and offering their small tips and advice...

AIESEC
Super busy with AIESEC stuff... now I feel like an engineer during office hours, and an AIESECer the rest of the remaining time... Lots to do for my current role as VP Learning, lots to do also for my future role as President... Speaking of which, I really want to thank everyone who's given their support in any small way possible... It's really helped!

Taichi
Yup I am still taking Taichi classes, though I haven't attended the training in a while... It's been raining a fair bit this month resulting in class being cancelled... but yeah... still looking at how to move things a bit forward from here...

Doesn't seem like much has happened right? Just 3 categories, simple as that.. but enough to render late nights and exercise for brain cells...

speaking of that, it's time to get back to work...

Happy Chinese New Year!! :)

Monday, December 19, 2005

NLDS Singapore 2005 - "Discovering Passion, Unleashing Potential"

It's been a while since the last posting cos things have been moving soo soo fast since my last entry...

One of the greatest highlight of my term so far: NLDS Singapore 2005

The conference was from 8th to 11th Dec, with the facilitator pre meeting from 6th to 7th Dec 2005. So from 2nd Dec onwards, everything was just crazy with so much to prepare.. didn't help that I fell quite sick even before the conference... must be a curse of NLDS... I think I have been sick almost every NLDS since my 1st year in AIESEC :)

Anyway, the delegates this time were really cool people... the turnout was quite small but the people were really enthusiastic and eager to learn... they really made all the difference to the entire atmosphere of the conference...

The facils had a great time as well, especially with our guests from overseas, Bomi from AIESEC Hong Kong and Jasmine from AIESEC Malaysia... I'm glad they enjoyed themselves so much here also and I'm thankful for the help and perspectives offered by them... =)

I didn't bring my camera but there were delegates taking photos all over the place so stay tuned while we consolidate all the photos...

All in all, it was a great experience... all the months of hard work really paid off in the end, with NLDS ending with a bang and all leaving with fond memories, new knowledge, rediscovered passion and a chance to look at their potential... =)

Friday, December 02, 2005

Visitor in the house...

My house had a visitor in the night...

I walked past my brother's room this morning to find something hanging from his light...


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A bat!! and quite a small bat too... hanging there, sleeping peacefully (at least I assumed it was sleeping)...

Never seen one this close up before... most of the time I just see them swoop past the glare of the street lights at night, the kind where you can just vaguely make out the shadowly profile of the bat...

but here... wow... it's quite cute really....


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my mom tried to prod it to fly away but it just hung there swaying as my mom prodded it, looking around the room... must be quite disoriented...

oh well.. we'll just have to see if it flies away this evening... :)

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Mockingbird....

Aileen was right... everyone of us should go do something we used to do but haven't done in a while...

last night, I took out the book "To Kill a Mockingbird" by Harper Lee and read it again. The book was my 'O' level literature text so yeah... it's been a while since I've looked at it again... it was interesting...

for one, the book was full of my scribbling down of notes here and there... this paragraph is to show prejudice, to show this and that... I could see parts where my highlighter ran out of ink and the colour was so faint... I could see some scribblings in pencil which started out clearly and then got fainter and blurrer, indicating the parts of the lesson when I tried to stay awake and take notes but failed halfway... I could see doodlings and random marks here and there, indicating the times when I was either bored or testing out the ink in my pens... fond memories...

and then it brought back the ideas we used to have that perhaps Harper Lee didn't really mean to convey so many hidden messages.. that perhaps she was trying to write a nice decent book about prejudice (that message was obvious enough) but that literature teachers and students around the world got so serious about reading in between the lines that the book has become a celebrated literary work... after all, Harper Lee didn't have anymore works after that book... maybe she got freaked by the reaction of the literary world...

reading the book again also brought back memories of us sitting in the lecture theatre watching the film version of the story.. it was really old, being in black and white... the unfortunate part is that I don't think I finished watching the entire show... maybe I had to leave the class early or something... or maybe the teacher didn't show us the whole film in the first place due to time constraints... I really can't remember... but I bet it was a great show... I won't mind watching it again... hmmm... and I certainly won't mind if some director or producer decided to remake it... after all, prejudice and the innocence of children is a theme no one gets tired of even in this century... I'll think it's even more relevant today...

amazing isn't it? how much a book like that can bring back...

but good thing is that it's a proper story... I don't think I want to read my Romeo and Juliet text again..

Monday, November 21, 2005

This feeling...

I don't like this feeling...

where it feels like no one else but you still care about how things go... that everyone is too caught up in their own little world to bother about you, even though you're working for something bigger and beyond your own little world...

doubt, anger, confusion, helplessness...

why???

Friday, November 18, 2005

Photos

Forgot to include the link to the photos... so here they are:

http://wwwsharontan.myphotoalbum.com/

they're in the album titled accordingly...

Malacca

Got back from Malacca last night... yup... went for a short 2 days (1.5 days if you don't count all the travelling time) with my parents and my aunt... my bro didn't wanna go cos he was still having classes..

Anyway we took the coach down and boy it was quite a long journey... but then again, after travelling from New Delhi to Agra, nothing really counts as long anymore... we went by the 2nd Link and it was my first time there... the place looks nice enough.. only setback was that it was super empty... there weren't anyone in the lines and hardly any vehicles using it... so that kind of cut travelling time, since there was zero traffic all the way from the link to the expressway leading from there...

we stopped over at Ayer Itam (I know it means Black Water but I'm not sure if I spelled it right... never did learn Malay) while the driver lunched... pretty uneventful except for the fact that they were playing the chinese version of the Dragostea Din Tei song (Numa Numa hey... yup that AIESEC song) continuously... sounds quite horrible and in case you're wondering, the singer is actually Singaporeans and is singing about cockroaches in that song...

anyway, after that it was directly to Malacca bus terminal... another sprawling place and you can tell it's quite new... reminds me a bit of our own HarbourFront, where the terminal is housed in a shopping complex selling all sorts of stuff.. oh and the terminal comes with a very cool looking overhead bridge.. I've never seen one so long in my whole life...

so after admiring the place a bit, we headed off to this hotel my aunt found on the internet... not too bad for 69 RM a night... it's just a 3 storey building with pretty decent hotel rooms... at least there's aircon and a TV :)

anyway by this time it was like 2 plus in the afternoon (we boarded the bus at 9am in Singapore) so we headed across the street for some Chicken Rice Balls... I have a photo of the rice balls in my album... see if you can figure out which is the fishball and which is the rice ball... that was quite interesting cos the few chicken rice ball stalls in Singapore sell rice balls that are the size of your fist and not so small as those in Malacca...

I managed to hurry my mom so she'll eat faster and then we set off for the attractions... we walked about 20 mins to get to Christ Church (which is the famous red church building you always see when you look up Malacca) It's quite something to actually stand inside a bulding that's more than 100 years old... you don't get such old stuff like that in Singapore.. we're like so young compared to Malacaa...

most of the historical sites were around the area of the Christ Church... there was a hill behind with a dutch graveyard and remains of another church... the last standing wall of the fotress A Farmosa is just behind that hill... there we saw lots of museums as well (though we didn't go inside).. most of the museums are housed in buildings that were built more than 80 years ago...

after that we walked over to the river and the maritime museum. It's an actual model of a ship used back in the days when Malacca was a bustling port of trade (even earlier than when Singapore started) and they've included exhibitions of actual equipment used in those ships, models of other ships that visited the ports in the old days etc.. we weren't allowed to wear our shoes in (I assume they didn't want us to damage the floor, being made of wooden planks and all) so we carried our shoes about.. felt quite like being in a real ship, because the aircon was leaking at place down under the deck so you get wet spots and leaky roofs :) but all in all lots of interesting displays and definitely worth it for 2RM entry fee. the air con was quite enjoyable as well..

anyway, after that we decided we'll go hunt for some of those tasty Malaysian foods that Singaporeans and Malaysians always talk about.. we headed in the direction of this hawker centre stall place only to find a carpark and a sports complex there... there's lots of construction going on there, probably to make the place more modern etc... anyway the food centre was gone... apparently the last time my aunt was there was 5 years ago so I guess the changes weren't so surprising after all :)

without the roadside stalls, we headed for this shopping complex across the road... tried some KFC cos we heard it's better tasting than the one in Singapore... I thought it was quite ok.. at least it's not as oily as those in Singapore... and we said we're healthy... gee... well we didn't spend much time in the complex... My dad said we should go to the Portugese Settlement and the Portugese Village so we headed in that direction until my mom complained that it was a tad too far to walk... in the end we turned into this area with lots of Nonya restaurants and ate at the same one my aunt visited 5 years ago... it was quite ok... I really liked their Otak Otak... :)

after dinner we headed back to the hotel... I wanted to continue to Portugese Settlement but my mom said they're probably closed at night.. I didn't think it was likely cos I imagine it would be a place where tourists, especially the westerners would visit and have a drink at night.. in the end I was right... the hotel manager told us that place sells food and stuff at night.. must be something like CHJIMES in Singapore... haha..

well we were too far away and it was late to turn back so we headed to the 5 start hotel nearby for some drinks (my mom wanted to try cocktail :)) there was a live band playing when we got there... the male singer's quite ok and the electric guitarist rocks... only the female singer was a turnoff... she ruined many a good song that night...

so that marks the end of the 1st day in Malacca...

Day 2 saw us heading off to the "Antique Street" area of Malacca... it's on the other side of the river from Christ Church and the other historic attractions... quite a lot of chinese and nonya stuff there... the adults I was with were reminscing about their childhood when people still stayed in those double storey shophouses... that was quite interesting... we saw some temples along the way as well... yeah the place kind of reminds me of our China Town, just that it's still less commercialised compared to ours... which is a good thing I feel... oh yah we tried Chendol at this supposedly famous stall... man their syrup and coconut milk were thick... it's the real thing!

anyway we spent quite some time in that area and finally headed back to our hotel area for lunch at the Bulldog Cafe cos we found some recommendations to eat there on the Internet... sells nonya food as well and it was pretty good food... just that the owner was quite scary... she tried to "force" us to but her pineapple tarts... we declined, having bought fresh ones at Temple Street so she wasn't quite happy... she kept trying to compare how hers were better and that we should just get hers as well... :S

well after lunch we took a cab back to the bus terminal... had to be early cos we hadn't bought tickets back home... we got there at 3pm only to find that the next bus leaves at 5pm.. well no choice... ended up roaming the shopping complex for roti canai (Singapore calls it roti prata) but they didn't have it anymore... so we went to A&W...

did you know that A&W was the 1st fast food restaurant to open in Singapore? Unfortunately it was also the 1st to leave the Singapore market... couldn't keep up with competition from McDonalds and KFC and the rest... so we poor Singaporeans have ever since been deprived of root beer floats, curly fries, coney dogs and ice cream waffles... we would have packeted some home for my brother but I doubt the food would survive a few hours coach ride home...

good thing we didn't... it was freezing on the bus, partly cos there was a huge thunderstorm on our way back... because the expressway travels along the outskirts of the states, we got to see lots of natural scenary like moutains, plantations, small villages here and there... there were no skyscrapers or buildings to block our view of the night sky, which was dark, cloudy and would flash once in a while as the lightning streaked through the sky... there weren't as many street lamps along the road as well so it was really dark... it was quite an experience sitting in a coach zooming across an expressway that was hardly lighted underneath the lightning-streaked sky... must be something to live in those villages we passed by...

after some hours, we reached JB (different route from when we travelled into Malacca)... but before that we stopped over at Ayer Itam again and horror of horrors... they were still playing that chinese song... the poor hawkers there...

well that pretty much rounds up the 2 days in Malacca... not too bad for a short trip to get away from it all in Singapore... the only sad part comes when we get back and all the deadlines and things-to-do rush in our faces once again...

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Slow Dance...

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask
How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"hi"

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift.... Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.